Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in unreel's LiveJournal:

Monday, January 19th, 2004
8:55 pm	The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed That the light of my life Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by Just to beam on you and I. Sorry I haven't been up to date lately. Only news is, Sarah was over last night, and today I saw Along Came Polly with some old friends. Good movie=go see. Although, I was disappointed my significant other (Andy) couldn't join me. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Beatles--Love me Do (4 silent screams | save me)
Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
6:29 pm	You know what I can't fucking stand? PEOPLE WHO HURT THE TWO FRIENDS I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR. I am not in a very good mood. My two best friends are really hurt, and I am very hurt, as well. Something different, though. It seems like all people think about is how bad their life is and how "DEPRESSED" they are. I'm sorry that I haven't been positive lately, but things have been SO FUCKED UP--I can't even begin telling. I HATE the things this results in, it's not good for me. Or others, because my friends hate seeing me like this. So can you (and I believe we know this "you" can apply to a couple of people who don't know when to stop fucking up) just let everyone be? Everything would be so much easier if you hadn't been involved. Thanks. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Sorry about Dresden-- (4 silent screams | save me)
Sunday, January 11th, 2004
8:23 pm	How can I fucking be "OKAY" when I deal with people like this. HOW DO THEY FUCKING EXPECT ME TO GO ON, LET ALONE "BE OKAY" WHEN I HAVE SOME PEOPLE SAYING THE THINGS THEY SAY TO ME. I have to learn to do things for myself and I don't know what the fuck to do.. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Suicidal Tendencies-- (1 silent scream | save me)
Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
8:26 pm	What a day. Where OH where to begin... Let's see. 1st period through 4th period were same as usual. Spanish 2 was better today.. we didn't really DO anything. I just sat there making a beautimus sign for Nicole and her significant other. And then the other Nicole made me a sign for me and my significant other. Hah. Then after 5th (spanish)..I saw Andy. And basically my day was all of a sudden much better. He just makes me so happy, it's incredibly hard to explain...but if anyone ever finds someone they like THIS much, you'll understand. Then, of course, came my worst class. SEMANTICS. I absolutely dread this class. But, on the brighter side of things, today wasn't nearly as harsh as yesterday. Scott, whom I haven't talked with since the seventh grade, sat in front of me. Then I had Mr. Currey's class..American Gov't. So, Mr. Currey grabs me by the hands, and says, "Come on, chant with me, and jump up and down. FOUR MORE YEARS. FOUR MORE YEARS." Etc, etc. And then he grabs Hilary & Joey, and basically, us three poor innocent Freshman are being mortified in front of the whole class we have known for a day. Pure embarassment. God have mercy on our souls. So basically, that wraps up my exciting day. I then attended church after my cheerleading practice, and now I am brought to where I am now. It would be nice if one of my closest friends could say more than 3 words to me online. Some people... asjhgkjfh. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Incubus-- (2 silent screams | save me)
Tuesday, January 6th, 2004
5:48 pm	Hmmm.. .. . andy <3 :-D MY NEW SCHEDULE BLOWS. Semantics=evil. Pure evilness. Mr. Currey for 7th period will be interesting. This seems like fun.. hahaha. Whit and Jullian are in my class.. woohoo! Right now, it's impossible for me to complain. About anything. i LoVe mSi 33: katy has a boy friend i LoVe mSi 33: whos hott she doesn't lie :) Current Mood: happy Current Music: Ataris-- (1 silent scream | save me)
Monday, January 5th, 2004
1:30 pm	i love the feeling of when you *know* that you've found the greatest guy that you've been looking for for a long time and you know he means the world to you and its just so awesome to be held in his arms.. even if its just a two second hug.. :) Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: a static lullaby-- (3 silent screams | save me)
Sunday, January 4th, 2004
1:39 am	CAN I THINK OF ANYTHING BUT HIM? IS IT POSSIBLE? I THINK NOT This is crazy. whenever i am with andy and/or see him, i remember how much i like him all over again. now i am crazy about him once again, and can't stop thinking about him. that's enough... late night. mall was awesome. of course, andy was there. others were.. lauren, emo boy aka daniel, ian, sami, ashley, leah, kevin, tyler, chelsea, and eileen. nighty night. <33 Current Mood: flirty Current Music: Hey Mercedes -- (2 silent screams | save me)
Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
4:35 pm	well, i am done for the day i really have nothing to say at this point. things are messed up right now and im very lost. I'd show a smile but I'm too weak. I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me.. Current Mood: confused Current Music: AFI-- (3 silent screams | save me)
3:22 pm	testing, 1 2 1 2 (save me)